Post by Kemsha H on May 3, 2006 19:26:43 GMT -5
My Silent Hell
My parents arguin every night and day
There is nothing I can do or say
My whole family is falling apart
Not even together to start.
To many, I have lied
Never showin who I am inside
My parents want this lie to be
Who will ever know the true me?
I look back on my life
"Is this enough for the knife?"
But I see how other's lives have fell
Mines is simply a silent hell.
I'm starting to love the smell of beer
But what if I try it, that's my fear
How addictive the cigar smoke
Next time, will I try it and choke?
For seven years I thought I was the cause of her death
The one responsible for her last breath
A little voice in my head,
"It's all your fault she's dead!"
I look back on my life
"Is this enough for the knife?"
But I see how other's lives have fell
Mines is simply a silent hell.
My classmates love to see me mad
and never care if I'm sad
If I let my anger go
I may see their blood flow.
"Let me keep this all inside"
"This anger i must hide."
I don't want to hurt them at all
I don't want to see their blood fall.
I look back on my life
"Is this enough for the knife?"
But I see how other's lives have fell
Mines is simply a silent hell.
Sure my life is easy compare to other's
My hell is not a hell to them
Not terrible at all.
But still it ismyhell
My small hell in this world of giant hells
My quiet hell in this world of noisy hells
My Silent Hell.
My parents arguin every night and day
There is nothing I can do or say
My whole family is falling apart
Not even together to start.
To many, I have lied
Never showin who I am inside
My parents want this lie to be
Who will ever know the true me?
I look back on my life
"Is this enough for the knife?"
But I see how other's lives have fell
Mines is simply a silent hell.
I'm starting to love the smell of beer
But what if I try it, that's my fear
How addictive the cigar smoke
Next time, will I try it and choke?
For seven years I thought I was the cause of her death
The one responsible for her last breath
A little voice in my head,
"It's all your fault she's dead!"
I look back on my life
"Is this enough for the knife?"
But I see how other's lives have fell
Mines is simply a silent hell.
My classmates love to see me mad
and never care if I'm sad
If I let my anger go
I may see their blood flow.
"Let me keep this all inside"
"This anger i must hide."
I don't want to hurt them at all
I don't want to see their blood fall.
I look back on my life
"Is this enough for the knife?"
But I see how other's lives have fell
Mines is simply a silent hell.
Sure my life is easy compare to other's
My hell is not a hell to them
Not terrible at all.
But still it ismyhell
My small hell in this world of giant hells
My quiet hell in this world of noisy hells
My Silent Hell.
